As it should have been

[Phury Aghony Midnight]

Yeah, should have figured that his twin would not have come and met up with him in the training center the other night. One fucked up dream that had him reeling from it and nothing. Shrugging, as it always had been that he was put last. He walked into the kitchen and stood with the door to the fridge open, staring into a full space of food but really he saw nothing there. Closing his eyes for only a second to take in a hard breath, he let his eyes peek open again. WTF??

He wasn't in the kitchen, hell he wasn't even in the present. As he turned to look around, he was whipped away from himself and was now seeing the world through...his eyes but not his eyes. WHAT?

Sitting in a room, he laughed as he raised his hand to punch Zsadist in the arm. "I swear sometimes Zee, we couldn't have come from the same mahmen. You punch like a girl." Laughing as his twin brother shot up off his legs and tackled him, they rolled across their bedroom floor in play fight. Tossing punches too each other, he felt a strong hand grab him by his neck and lift both him and Zee up off the floor. "You two are not going to give your mahmen a hard time today are you?"

Quick shake of their heads as the smirks on their faces widened. "Us?" they spoke in unison. Their father smiled and just nodded, "Yes you two. Behave while I'm gone and take care of your mahem." With a small pat on each of their heads he dematted from where he stood. Shoving his brother, he shouted "Yea Zee, you heard him..behave."

[Phury Aghony Midnight]

He ran through their house, his twin on his heels as he hit the front door and launched off his heels as he spun around, blocking a wide set of fisted palms coming at him. "Missed me." Stopping as he looked up and saw those citrine eyes staring at him. Like looking into a mirror.

Man they could play so many tricks on everyone because they were so much alike. Spent in frustration over child's antics, adults were easy enough to misfire on who was who. But that did backfire alot because they both were smart and did stuff on purpose to get the other in trouble.

Man the bruises they gave each other as he rubbed his shoulder. They ran and played, like boys should until their mahmen called them inside to have something to eat. "Don't eat everything tonight" he patted Zee's stomach and grinned as they ran inside and sank down into their seats. Side by side they were. As always.

He looked up and stared at nothing and then he was once more standing in front of the fridge. Shaking, he growled out and bared his fangs. No way would he be so messed up in the head to conjure up what never was but should have been. Fisting his hands, he slammed the door shut and stomped across the room, glad that no one was around for a second but really he did need his shellan at this moment.

[Phury Aghony Midnight]

Walking heavy f__ted to their mated room, he kept his eyes low and his mind shut. Opening the door, he entered and stood there. "Mia" he called out but nothing but silence was returned to him. Not even a giggle from their son.

Strange, this time of day, she should most definately be here. Letting loose a short breath, he decided to take the silence as a blessing and maybe work on his drawings. Its been ages and he always did relax from it. Scribe Virgin knows he needs it right now. He had to get his head clear of all this, it was distracting him to no end.

Standing next to the small table next to the chaise, he reached down and opened the drawer and pulled out his drawing pad and pen that Mia had given him. Sitting he placed them all in his lap and turned to an empty page. Dipping the end of the pen in the ink, he put it to paper and with fluid motions, he began to draw. Once he got to those eyes of hers, looking directly at her, the distortion hit. She closed her eyes! She closed her eyes!

Jumping up, the pad went flying across the room, his palm twisting around the pen as he roared out a growl that shook the walls around him. Moving towards the paper he looked down and her eyes where open just like he had drawn them. What the hell? He was loosing his mind and his shellan was no where to be found.

He shouted out on a hiss "Cormiaaaaaaaaaa."