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Post by Selena Chosen on Jul 13, 2012 21:34:42 GMT -5
After the long talk Phury and I had on the Other Side, I did what research I could for Vishous, but what Phury and I had talked about still didn't sit well with me. I was so worried that the self-doubt was something that maybe the Chosen and I weren't doing properly. Were we taking advantage? I know we were offered all these new lives but what price did our new lives hold over on Phury. Were we not appreciative enough? Did we just ask for things without considering what the price would ultimately be? Were we making things harder and not better for Phury? After all, he had Cormia and a new family with Aggie. Did having all the Chosen to pay for make things harder for him?
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Post by Selena Chosen on Jul 13, 2012 21:47:09 GMT -5
Dematerializing back on the back lawn at Grand Camp, I entered the back through the patio and went to the kitchen. Starting a pot of coffee, at least I had mastered that, if not always cooking without burning something, i sat down to wait for it to finish.
So many things kept going through my head and I didn't know who to talk to about them. I didn't want to burden Cormia or Layla or any of my other sisters. Maybe this was just something I needed to talk to Phury about again. But would that also bring more burden upon him also?
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Post by Selena Chosen on Jul 13, 2012 22:08:55 GMT -5
When the coffee was ready I poured myself a cup and filled a carafe with the rest. Taking it up to my bedroom, I sat at my desk and drank my coffee, trying to figure out what to do or who to talk to. I was so afraid to make matters worse. I didn't want to cause Phury to have any more self-doubt. The words kept going around in circles in my head.
Finishing the coffee, I laid across the bed and tried to think of what I could do to make things better for Phury. Before long I had fallen asleep.
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